"In times of chaos lie the greatest opportunity for both success and failure."
You might be having quite a ride, but the bronc hasn't thrown you yet so it is very likely that you will be able to ride it out.
From still a different source, a short poem that you may enjoy. The author is anonymous.
"There is no chance, no fate, no destiny,
that can hinder or control,
the firm resolve of a determined soul."
Obviously you are determined and you will make it through.
And again, I thank you for providing this forum. I learn things hear almost daily.